i am yuumamizki's most sane fan

They've got me in a damn chokehold since, I dunno... 2015 or something I can't exactly remember. Who am I talking about? It's VY1 and VY2, a singing fan (hairclip?) and a sword respectively. What's the big deal with them? They're some of my favorite voicebanks (well, to use at least), and they react very well to my shitty tuning. But that's not exactly all I have to say.

I am so fucking normal about them. Absolutely rotating them in my brain 24/7. I never thought I'd be here shipping inanimate objects but here we are. Actually, they don't really have a real human design, and their boxarts and their designs for A.I.VOICE are just a representation(?). Uh, I dunno how to explain it properly, but they're basically avatarless and genderless, and they can be whoever a person wants. Personally they're T4T to me, haha. They're straight, yuri and yaoi all at the same time, the absolute divas.

Why do I ship them? I dunno it just makes perfect sense to me. While most of the fandom sees them as siblings (which makes sense too) I have been a diehard shipper of them for a very long time. Do you know how FUCKING rare it is to find any kind of content with them as the main focal point? DO you?? I have to make it myself most of the time! I have saved a fanfic from FF.net 2014 and have read TWO unfinished ones from the same year. That is much content I have collected about them. I NEED MORE!! I NEED THEM TO BE IN LOVE AND HOLDING HANDS AND KISSING AND GETTING MARRIED AND I AM GOING TO FUCKING LOSE IT!!!!

Ahem... excuse me for that. Anyways, I just really, really, REALLY love them. They bring me immense happiness so much. They're like (in VOCALOID design terms) a young couple in an old timey Japan who get together because of their mutual interest in music. And in A.I.VOICE terms, they're a pair of office workers that go out to let off some steam by singing together at some random karaoke bar all night. So many scenarios, so many, many possibilities. Literally a gold mine for me, an idiot who makes too many AUs. Hehe.

Anyways, here's a list of some songs with them in it that I greatly enjoy (not counting ones I made):

• Cendrillon (YAMAHA demo ver.) original by Dios/Signal-P
• Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain by EZFG
• Cendrillon demo remake with their V3 updates
• I See the Light (JP ver.) by kimchi-tan
• Synchronicity Second Chapter ~Paradise of Light and Shadow~ by HitoshizukuxYama, cover by sebbysev
• Fools Among the Stars ~Hikoboshi~ by manbo-p
• Fools Among the Stars ~Orihime~ by manbo-p
• Just to be funny, here's the final song of the trilogy with GUMI as the kappa

Aight, that's enough for today. I will ramble some more later. Bye!

hananene!!

They make me ill. So damn ill. They're so doomed by the narrative and yet they're like "nuh-uh". Aidairo keeps making AUs of what if they're not so doomed but still kinda are and they're practically teasing us and it's killing me!! JUST LET THEM BE TOGETHER ALREADY!!! FATE CAN SUCK IT!!!

They were each other's first love. In Nene's case, Hanako was the first person she really fell for that's not based off physical appearances and that stuff. She saw all this boy's flaws and still chooses to love him despite that. Damn it I hate it when people say she's a "pick me" or she's shallow. Are we even reading the same manga. Nene literally cares about him, even when she was rightfully angry at the shit he's done she also acknowledges it was done for her sake. She doesn't want him to do anything that would end up either destroying him or taking his happiness away. Delving into spoiler territory now here, but when she asked the alternate world self version of him if he was happy with his life, she wanted to make sure she wasn't ruining it. She already knows how much pain he's been through, and if this was the only chance for him to get a normal life, she'd take it in a heartbeat. Even if it didn't involve her. Because she CARES for him. Nene loves him to the point she's willing to sacrifice her own happiness to give him that. She'll do it for other people close to her too. Hell, when they were in the Far Shore she was willing to just stay there by his side so Aoi wouldn't have to. I feel like she kept saying she was okay with dying, but in reality she's still scared. But she didn't want anyone, especially Hanako, to keep worrying about her anymore. It was driven by a selfish need to make sure everyone was happy. Hanako, of course, didn't want that. He doesn't want her to sacrifice herself, he wants her to live. The whole "I'm dead, you're alive. You have a future and I don't." shtick. He really wants her to keep on living because he cares about her. Loves her. Painfully so. The tiny light he wants to keep aflame because she's the first flicker of warmth, a link back to what it was like to be human again. Ever since he lost his brother, his family, his future, Nene was the person that reignited that one part of himself he thought had been lost to time. The desire to protect the person he cares about.

In Hanako's case, Nene is literally straight up his first love, even before he officially met her. Time travel shenanigans and all that. Even though fate was cruel enough to twist that wish of his, but he still got to meet her again. As a ghost, he probably keeps thinking about how it was impossible for him to even think of being with her, but well, he just couldn't help himself. Like a moth to a flame, he was drawn to her again, even if he didn't remember it. It's so funny seeing how he handles it as the series goes on, he was like "I don't really care that much" to being so blatant about his feelings despite not outright expressing it. Like in the spinoff, he literally wants Nene to dream about him every night. To occupy her thoughts. Being thought about makes him happy. Being thought about the person he cares about makes him happy. And how he even loves the parts Nene doesn't like about herself. Her legs, he adores them. Her hair, he's got his fingers running through them so much he even admits to it being one of his most favorite things about her (in a QnA page, even). He would say he doesn't like how she keeps wishing for everyone to have a happy end where everything goes right, because it's selfish of her, but I think it's also one of the many things he loves about her. That it also involved him, even if he felt he didn't deserve to be. That to Nene, he's a part of this happy world. He really wants to be with her, stay by her side, be honest about the things he's been keeping to himself for decades. He feels he's not ready to tell her yet, and she willingly waits. Waiting for him as long as it takes. She doesn't understand him and why he does things they way he does, but she's not about to try and force him to fess up. Nene knows the weight these things carry, the pain they inflict, and why would she try to reopen wounds that he's not ready to confront yet? I bet Hanako's a little surprised she's held out for this long. She wasn't kidding at all when they had that promise from a long time ago.

Well, that's enough mindless rambling from me. Bye again!